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What a mess.

I’m such a drunk, cigar smoking, pining, heartbroken mess. I don’t know what to do.

Dstance from Suva to sydney: 3,218 km… It feels like so much further.

Oh baby; you are here for me more than ever but I have never felt this alone.



How do I do this again?

How do I cope with being away from the person that makes me normal, the one that keeps me sane?

How do I not cry for hours?

How do I resist the escape of alcohol?

How do I get so used to it that I just stop feeling?

Oh right, Its night one. The numbness will come back soon.